Thursday, February 25, 2021

Impulse

When your impulses are turning to impudence ,when your earth is drowning into the water , when your chemistry is changing , when changes are unknown , when your curiosity is on the peak , when you want to fly high and high , when you are confined in your limits , though  you are limitless in your approach , when you have seen inside , waves ruthlessness pushing whole body like a throbbed heart , when your existence is like mercury boiling which boils and splashes after heating , when your heart has numerous hidden questions, not answered yet , when your pain is beyond your limit , when you are yearning for meeting with your beloved , 

then, call Him !

O ` dear come near ~ So near , 
no distance can be mounted between , 
no boundaries can be imagined between , 
no pain  will be hanging inside the case !

Rain ! Rain ! it is falling and lightning the meadows , caves ,flowers and gives lights to fireflies ...The firefly has started rotating around rose ,and jasmine fragrance has started dispersing here and there ,when your flutter the wings to un-cage the cage , when you sing like a nightingale , when music has started tuning you , when you are absorbed in Him , 

He says : O light ! 
Thy flaming light is mine , 
Thy shimmering is mine , 
thy melody is mine , 
thy dance is mine ,
 what is yours ? 

Tick ! Tick ! Tick !
 Tock ! Tock ! Tock ! 
 Tick tock ! Tick tock ! ticktock 

Thy mingled voice , 
Thy ignited flaming fire , 
Thy glistening light , 
Thy musical notes ,
 ! Aaw ! What is mine ! 
All is yours ! Who is in me ? 
You ! Who are you ? 
My lord ? My master ? My beloved ? 
Yes ! you are my beloved !

 Loook !The distances are like rifle shot and bullets are piercing into my heart , waves splashes are like flood , I am in flood ! I am in flood , you are immense , you are deep , you are supreme !...... ..with your soft melodious voice you have cut my heart like  a knife cut an apple .......Your love wine is making me numb ........

When there was no one , I was .......Man has been given powers and I am absorbed in him ,,,My love, he never understands and person who wants to approach me would have to suppress  the ego ...

Dance ! Sing ! smell ! see ! 
whirling fireflies moved around Rose in ecstatic state ! 
Some one has gone lunatic , 
some has lost senses , 
someone is finding her love , 
someone is in cage ,
 someone is not able to resolve mysteries 

Glass is shattered ! Crash! Crash ! Crash ! 
Awww ! pieces ! Who is seeing , to whom I am looking ?
 Who has same shade of mine ! I am Him or He is me ! 
I am Him , or He is me , I am Him , he is me ! Haq ! Haq ! Haq ! HO ! Hoo! Hooo! Hoo! He is in me ! He is me or I am him ! He is my dress , white dress , without any stain ! 

Whirl ! Whril ! Whril! 
O my wind ! O my wind 
whirl ! Whirl and see the world , 
He wants to see the world , 
He wants to make me see the world ...
He is here , Where HE  is ?
 He is in desert ? H e is in sea? 
He is shadow ? My  shadow ?
 No He is not anywhere . I am Him !

Round the world in caves , mountains, valleys , seas, trees , skies , hell , heaven, heart , human , houses , water , clouds .......... what is there ....
He is who makes us weep 
He is who makes us to reap
The crop of love from fields
His love is like a shield 
I am wounded by His Sword
I am clouded by His rain ... 
He makes me toflap in a cage
Then took a notice of that flutter 
In a shock unable to utter 
O my wind whirl ,make world to twirl 
O my wind whirl, make me to drill 
O my wind whirl, make heart to grill 
O my wind whirl ,make my soul to shrill
O my wind whirl, to cease my ecstasy
Ceaseless Ecstasy is giving me pain 
I am in mirth , I am in rain

He says ! O Noor ! Your are mine .
I am saying , you have flamed my heart ,
 my heart is aching with pain , 
flood is spinning the mountains , rain is making me insane ..... 
I am in your rain ...

Dream ! Noor dream ...When the night of dream will come , then prayers will be in stream , showering will gleam , do not scream ! 
Aww ! Whirling wind ! I am His meloday , the melodies which are piped inside , He is piping and I am listening , He is pulling me , I am dancing , I want to scream , when you will meet with me , when night of dream will come , when longings for Him will fulfill  , when snow will fall to become water , when I will walk over the bridge , When wind will blow giving a Rose smell !!!!!!!!!